I will not settle.

I still pray for you because my Father has called me to be obedient to that.
I still think of you for the laughs and fun we shared.
I still wonder about the future that you promised, but ultimately couldn't deliver or wouldn't deliver. At times, I wonder if I will ever know why or will ever be able to move forward from that.
I wonder if I will ever be able to trust another man with my heart or if I am destined to live this life apart from those desires of my heart.

I trust my Abba; I will not settle.
I know who I am and to whom I belong.
I know whose daughter I am.
I will not settle.

I know how to love.
I know how to do battle with the one who chooses me against the wars waged by the world.
I will not fight for that space in your life when you are not choosing me.
I will not hold onto hope forever, wondering if you will ever choose me.

I will live.
I will rebuild.
I will dream and go after those dreams.

I will be a part of something larger than myself - I will be a part of their stories.

I will be available to be used by GOD in whatever manner he sees fit.
I will trust in Him.